You know how you have those days and times when you wish you were extracted to another place and the decision you had made did not exist, or the consequences there of.  Last night was one of those nights.  I think it started when we piled to many people into one area.  This was the result of my ignorance and my lack of insight.  I wish I could think better.  It is funny how you can see who a person is based on the music they listen to, how they interact with other people, the words they say, and the aura of the person in general. I think it's important to be choosy with the people they are with and are influenced by.  For the friends of mine that are reading this thank you for your friendship.  You are precious jewels I was providentially blessed to have encountered on the road of life.  If it smells like a cow, looks like a cow, talks like a cow, and claims to be a duck what does not add up.  Rocking ringers, ill expressive speach, nonedificational thoughts, wrecklessness, direspect for privledges, and a christian life do not seem to go together.  Forgive me if I seem to be standing on a box of soap, but I am a little disconcerted with certain events and the participants there of.  I guess the moral to me is to be discressionary with acts of choosing both locations, people, and circumstances in which to be involved. 

I am learning more and more that the friends one chooses are indeed extremely important. One's choices in them can sometimes make or break the person. They can make or break me. I tried really hard this year to have strong, uplifting friends who wanted to do right.

By the way, I know how you feel about wanting to be another place when placed with a situation. I many times would love to unzip a bit of air in my closet and walk through the air to my other world.